Surf's Up

from Life's A Beach by Death By Shotgun

	/

Streaming + Download

Includes high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more. Paying supporters also get unlimited streaming via the free Bandcamp app.

Purchasable with gift card

name your price
Buy the Full Digital Album

lyrics

Another year on and what have I done? What have I achieved?
I settle my debts and run from everyone close to me
And I’m holding back my anger and I’m choking on my lies
My legs don’t seem to work and I don’t feel alive inside

I just want to feel, I just want to feel alive

Let’s stop pretending this will be ok and all of this might go away
Let’s stop pretending this will be ok and all of this might go away

I’ve been running in circles, I’ve been staying up late
I’ve been drowning in my worry
I’ve been bathing in self-hate

I’ve been checking under the sofa for the remainder of my life
I can’t remember where I left it, I can’t remember what is right

I just want to feel, I just want to feel alive

Let’s stop pretending this will be ok and all of this might go away
Let’s stop pretending this will be ok and all of this might go away
All these conversations and all these complications are messing with my head
Its 12 o’clock and its cold outside and I can’t seem to find the time I’m just stuck in bed

I just want to feel, I just want to feel alive
Let’s stop pretending everything’s alright

credits

from Life's A Beach, released August 30, 2017

license

about

Suicide Notes Southampton, UK

Southampton based record label

LEAVE YOUR TIE AT HOME

contact / help

Contact Suicide Notes

Streaming and
Download help

Report this track or account

If you like Suicide Notes, you may also like:

Carrot On Strings
by Man Man

The experimental rock band's new record is as melodic and inventive as ever, but now with an even more honed sense of play. Bandcamp New & Notable Apr 27, 2024
go to album
Strange Going
by R.J.F.

Ross J. Farrar of Ceremony creates dubby outside punk evoking the minimalism of Young Marble Giants on his second solo record. Bandcamp New & Notable Apr 27, 2024
go to album
Have Some Shame
by don't get lemon

Gutsy New Romantic synthpop from Austin, Texas with hooks and heartache galore. Bandcamp New & Notable Apr 24, 2024
go to album
Surrender
by ORACLE

featured on Bandcamp Radio Apr 23, 2024
go to album
AMARGO
by Nina Maia feat. Chica Barreto

featured on Bandcamp Radio Apr 23, 2024
go to album
Fields Of This
by Chatterton

Dreamy indie rock a la Duster/Sparklehorse with interesting with dynamic shifts and subtle hooks to keep things moving along. Bandcamp New & Notable Apr 23, 2024
go to album
Lawn Girl
by Mandy

Miranda Winters of Melkbelly assembled an all-female band for this solo LP of alt-rock rippers chronicling youth decay and adult complexity. Bandcamp New & Notable Apr 23, 2024
go to album